Saturday, December 20, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Greetings
Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, behold ! Today, at this moment, you are about to witness something extraordinary, so extraordinary that green men, blue men, men that fly, pigs that fly, seem ordinary.
Its......its.....is it a bird ? Is it a plane ? No, its superman ! No, wrong again, its a Blogpost, a Blogpost by Shandy the Chilled, Defender of Laziness, Protector of Boredom, Knight of Procrastination, Author of Nonsense !
Thats all folks...(and the curtains were drawn, the show ended)
Oh by the way, I'll be posting photos up soon, on this blog probably, and make this blog alive again ! But this blog layout sucks, and I cant bring myself to make even a new banner, what more a new layout, so just bear with the sucky layout. Thank you for your patience.
Its......its.....is it a bird ? Is it a plane ? No, its superman ! No, wrong again, its a Blogpost, a Blogpost by Shandy the Chilled, Defender of Laziness, Protector of Boredom, Knight of Procrastination, Author of Nonsense !
Thats all folks...(and the curtains were drawn, the show ended)
Oh by the way, I'll be posting photos up soon, on this blog probably, and make this blog alive again ! But this blog layout sucks, and I cant bring myself to make even a new banner, what more a new layout, so just bear with the sucky layout. Thank you for your patience.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Untitled
XX October 20XX
12:54am
Its a dark humid night, occasional cries from drops of water clashing with other surfaces could still be heard. Once in a while there would also be pitiful cries that sound like they come from some small animal, a dog perhaps ? Or could it be a cat ? Cries that sound to me like cries of agony, lamenting the cruelty of the world around them, the world of humans, a world detached from the natural wild, a world where food and shelter do not come easy, a world where they have been abandoned. But I ignore those cries, what could I possibly do ? Call me cruel, but you would have done the same.
The only visible electromagnetic radiation of wavelength 380–750 nm around me comes from the screen in front of me, and from the street light in that back alley my room oversees. No. I don't live in an underground basement. Although it wouldn't be much of a surprise if I actually did.
It is in this room that I watch, the coming and going of people. That old lady and her friends, long past their primes, but still playing a meaningful role in society, caring for their families with love, out marketing so that they can have lunch and dinner prepared to satiate their sons or daughters or in-laws or grandchildren with the most nutritious, mouth watering dishes. Probably.
And I watch the little children, trotting to follow their parents or grandparents, some would be unhappy, being lectured by their elders, some delighted by chance to experience through their senses what they do not get to experience in their homes, the beauty of the world. Ah, those blissful children who now only see the good side of things, enjoy this moment, for there will be a time where you grow up. And grown up see things rather differently...
And the cooks, the Indonesian who does the cleaning and washing of dishes, the family who owns the sundry shop, the lorry drivers, the laborers carrying gas tanks up and down the lorries, the office workers...All getting on with their jobs. They sing, they hum to the melodies of the music from the radio, or music from my computer speakers. They joke with each other and laugh manically. They contribute to society, they lead meaningful lives. But the world spins on, and how would they be remembered as ?
Why did I type all that you wonder...I wonder too...
The rain is falling again, I'll retreat into my dreams for now. I can only pray that the world is still around when I wake up, and that I can do many many questions of maths, and for me to have the resolve to fight the evil which is dota.
~One Bored Anonymous~
But-You-Know-Who
12:54am
Its a dark humid night, occasional cries from drops of water clashing with other surfaces could still be heard. Once in a while there would also be pitiful cries that sound like they come from some small animal, a dog perhaps ? Or could it be a cat ? Cries that sound to me like cries of agony, lamenting the cruelty of the world around them, the world of humans, a world detached from the natural wild, a world where food and shelter do not come easy, a world where they have been abandoned. But I ignore those cries, what could I possibly do ? Call me cruel, but you would have done the same.
The only visible electromagnetic radiation of wavelength 380–750 nm around me comes from the screen in front of me, and from the street light in that back alley my room oversees. No. I don't live in an underground basement. Although it wouldn't be much of a surprise if I actually did.
It is in this room that I watch, the coming and going of people. That old lady and her friends, long past their primes, but still playing a meaningful role in society, caring for their families with love, out marketing so that they can have lunch and dinner prepared to satiate their sons or daughters or in-laws or grandchildren with the most nutritious, mouth watering dishes. Probably.
And I watch the little children, trotting to follow their parents or grandparents, some would be unhappy, being lectured by their elders, some delighted by chance to experience through their senses what they do not get to experience in their homes, the beauty of the world. Ah, those blissful children who now only see the good side of things, enjoy this moment, for there will be a time where you grow up. And grown up see things rather differently...
And the cooks, the Indonesian who does the cleaning and washing of dishes, the family who owns the sundry shop, the lorry drivers, the laborers carrying gas tanks up and down the lorries, the office workers...All getting on with their jobs. They sing, they hum to the melodies of the music from the radio, or music from my computer speakers. They joke with each other and laugh manically. They contribute to society, they lead meaningful lives. But the world spins on, and how would they be remembered as ?
Why did I type all that you wonder...I wonder too...
The rain is falling again, I'll retreat into my dreams for now. I can only pray that the world is still around when I wake up, and that I can do many many questions of maths, and for me to have the resolve to fight the evil which is dota.
~One Bored Anonymous~
But-You-Know-Who
Monday, August 11, 2008
Huahuahuahuahua
Now that this blog has been made private, I'm free to rant as much as I want here, write to my hearts content, and no one would be able to access this, except me, unless of course they hack this site or got hold of my password or something, but thats another matter.
Back to the point, yes, I can write and write whatever I want, there is completely no need for me to care what others think, no need to bother what others would think about what I right, isn't this fun Sheng Di ?
Sheng Di: Sure is fun, as fun as slaughtering bunnies =D
Sheng Di: Eww, thats not fun at all, how could that ever be fun ? You're evil and demented..
Sheng Di: Aww, is was just some random thought, I've never slaughtered bunnies before, I wouldn't know how fun doing that is, but I wonder..tee hee hee =D
Sheng Di: Hey this is a blog, people don't type nonsense like that in this blog.
Sheng Di: Ah but this is a private blog that you and I only have access to, there is no one here to read this, then think how stupid this is, then comment about how stupid this is...I mean no one else besides us here...teeheehee... =D
Sheng Di: We really should be typing something else..
Sheng Di: Like what ?
Sheng Di: I know I know ! Lets copy pasta some random quotes here =D It would be great fun !
Sheng Di: Weeeeee, sure lets do it =DD !
Dum dee dum dee dum ~ la la la ~
"Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man stupid and blind in the eyes."
"I am not a happy man, Ender. Humanity does not ask us to be happy. It merely asks us to be brilliant on its behalf. Survival first, then happiness as we can manage it. So, Ender, I hope you do not bore me during your training with complaints that you are not having fun. Take what pleasure you can in the interstices of your work, but your work is first, learning is first, winning is everything because without it there is nothing. When you can give me back my dead wife, Ender, then you can complain to me about what this education costs you."
-Mazer Rackham
-"In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then in that very moment I also love him. I think it's impossible to really understand somebody, what they want, what they believe, and not love them the way they love themselves. And then, in that very moment when I love them-"
-"You beat them."
- Ender and Valentine
"Human beings didn't evolve brains in order to lie around on lakes. Killing's the first thing we learned. And a good thing we did, or we'd be dead, and the tigers would own the earth."
- Valentine to Ender
("Ender's Game")
Du du du ~ du dee ~
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear.
"Deep in the human unconscious is a pervasive need for a logical universe that makes sense. But the real universe is always one step beyond logic."
"Mood? What has mood to do with it? You fight when the necessity arises — no matter the mood! Mood's a thing for cattle or making love or playing the baliset. It's not for fighting."
("Dune")
Da ta ra ta ta ta ~
"Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome."
"Life is a journey, but don't worry, you'll find a parking spot at the end."
"Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent." -Foundation series
"Intelligence is an extremely subtle concept. It's a kind of understanding that flourishes if it's combined with a good memory, but exists anyway even in the absence of good memory. It's the ability to draw consequences from causes, to make correct inferences, to foresee what might be the result, to work out logical problems, to be reasonable, rational, to have the ability to understand the solution from perhaps insufficient information. You know when a person is intelligent, but you can be easily fooled if you are not yourself intelligent."
"[The dignity of the human species] will be completely destroyed [if the population growth continues at its present rate]. I use what I call the bathroom metaphor: if two people live in an apartment and there are two bathrooms, then both have freedom of the bathroom. You can go to the bathroom anytime you want to stay as long as you like for whatever you need. But if you have twenty people in the apartment and two bathrooms, no matter how much every person believes in freedom of the bathroom, there is no such thing. You have to set up times for each person; you have to bang on the door, “Aren’t you done yet?” In the same way, democracy cannot survive overpopulation. Human dignity cannot survive. Convenience and decency can’t survive. As you put more and more people onto the world, the value of life not only declines, it disappears. It doesn’t matter if someone dies, the more people there are, the less one person matters."
"Writing, to me, is simply thinking through my fingers."
-Isaac Asimov
La la la ~
"I've seen excitement, and I've seen boredom. And boredom was best."
"Some pirates achieved immortality by great deeds of cruelty or derring-do. Some achieved immortality by amassing great wealth. But the captain had long ago decided that he would, on the whole, prefer to achieve immortality by not dying."
"The pen is mightier than the sword ... if the sword is very short, and the pen is very sharp."
"Early to rise, early to bed, makes a man healthy, wealthy and dead."
"Scientists have calculated that the chance of anything so patently absurd actually existing are millions to one. But magicians have calculated that million-to-one chances crop up nine times out of ten."
"Do unto others before they do unto you."
(Discworld series)
copy pasta COMPLETE =D MUahahahahaha
"What's the deal ? With my brain ? Why am I so obviously insane ?"
-lyrics from Weezer - Perfect Situation
Back to the point, yes, I can write and write whatever I want, there is completely no need for me to care what others think, no need to bother what others would think about what I right, isn't this fun Sheng Di ?
Sheng Di: Sure is fun, as fun as slaughtering bunnies =D
Sheng Di: Eww, thats not fun at all, how could that ever be fun ? You're evil and demented..
Sheng Di: Aww, is was just some random thought, I've never slaughtered bunnies before, I wouldn't know how fun doing that is, but I wonder..tee hee hee =D
Sheng Di: Hey this is a blog, people don't type nonsense like that in this blog.
Sheng Di: Ah but this is a private blog that you and I only have access to, there is no one here to read this, then think how stupid this is, then comment about how stupid this is...I mean no one else besides us here...teeheehee... =D
Sheng Di: We really should be typing something else..
Sheng Di: Like what ?
Sheng Di: I know I know ! Lets copy pasta some random quotes here =D It would be great fun !
Sheng Di: Weeeeee, sure lets do it =DD !
Dum dee dum dee dum ~ la la la ~
"Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man stupid and blind in the eyes."
"I am not a happy man, Ender. Humanity does not ask us to be happy. It merely asks us to be brilliant on its behalf. Survival first, then happiness as we can manage it. So, Ender, I hope you do not bore me during your training with complaints that you are not having fun. Take what pleasure you can in the interstices of your work, but your work is first, learning is first, winning is everything because without it there is nothing. When you can give me back my dead wife, Ender, then you can complain to me about what this education costs you."
-Mazer Rackham
-"In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then in that very moment I also love him. I think it's impossible to really understand somebody, what they want, what they believe, and not love them the way they love themselves. And then, in that very moment when I love them-"
-"You beat them."
- Ender and Valentine
"Human beings didn't evolve brains in order to lie around on lakes. Killing's the first thing we learned. And a good thing we did, or we'd be dead, and the tigers would own the earth."
- Valentine to Ender
("Ender's Game")
Du du du ~ du dee ~
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear.
"Deep in the human unconscious is a pervasive need for a logical universe that makes sense. But the real universe is always one step beyond logic."
"Mood? What has mood to do with it? You fight when the necessity arises — no matter the mood! Mood's a thing for cattle or making love or playing the baliset. It's not for fighting."
("Dune")
Da ta ra ta ta ta ~
"Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome."
"Life is a journey, but don't worry, you'll find a parking spot at the end."
"Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent." -Foundation series
"Intelligence is an extremely subtle concept. It's a kind of understanding that flourishes if it's combined with a good memory, but exists anyway even in the absence of good memory. It's the ability to draw consequences from causes, to make correct inferences, to foresee what might be the result, to work out logical problems, to be reasonable, rational, to have the ability to understand the solution from perhaps insufficient information. You know when a person is intelligent, but you can be easily fooled if you are not yourself intelligent."
"[The dignity of the human species] will be completely destroyed [if the population growth continues at its present rate]. I use what I call the bathroom metaphor: if two people live in an apartment and there are two bathrooms, then both have freedom of the bathroom. You can go to the bathroom anytime you want to stay as long as you like for whatever you need. But if you have twenty people in the apartment and two bathrooms, no matter how much every person believes in freedom of the bathroom, there is no such thing. You have to set up times for each person; you have to bang on the door, “Aren’t you done yet?” In the same way, democracy cannot survive overpopulation. Human dignity cannot survive. Convenience and decency can’t survive. As you put more and more people onto the world, the value of life not only declines, it disappears. It doesn’t matter if someone dies, the more people there are, the less one person matters."
"Writing, to me, is simply thinking through my fingers."
-Isaac Asimov
La la la ~
"I've seen excitement, and I've seen boredom. And boredom was best."
"Some pirates achieved immortality by great deeds of cruelty or derring-do. Some achieved immortality by amassing great wealth. But the captain had long ago decided that he would, on the whole, prefer to achieve immortality by not dying."
"The pen is mightier than the sword ... if the sword is very short, and the pen is very sharp."
"Early to rise, early to bed, makes a man healthy, wealthy and dead."
"Scientists have calculated that the chance of anything so patently absurd actually existing are millions to one. But magicians have calculated that million-to-one chances crop up nine times out of ten."
"Do unto others before they do unto you."
(Discworld series)
copy pasta COMPLETE =D MUahahahahaha
"What's the deal ? With my brain ? Why am I so obviously insane ?"
-lyrics from Weezer - Perfect Situation
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Lost Time
I thought I could study if I choose not to play DotA, but real life isn't that easy. So, instead of gaming, I wasted my day doing other pointless stuff, like making this stupid picture.
Sigh, what should I do...Someone save me please...
Sigh, what should I do...Someone save me please...
Friday, April 4, 2008
Meaningless and Pointless
I'm bored, bored and bored. And this post is written just because of that. This random meaningless pointless post is here because I feel like it. But it really is quite hard to type a nicely done post filled with meaningless pointless yet comprehensible words, some people have the capability to do it, but definitely not me, after all, I'm just an average person, maybe even slightly below average.
But then again, I don't really care, it doesn't matter anyway, life can still be enjoyed by below average people. Hmm, this post is getting more and more messed up, it kind of reveals the state my mind is in now. I'm just randomly typing stuff into here, whatever that comes into my mind, I type out.
Sigh, I used to believe that there's always the chance of supernatural things happening to me, even though deep down I know that no such thing will happen.For example, I thought there is always a chance that I would be drag into an intergalactic space battle, and play a crucial role in helping the good guys win, or there could be a chance that the drawer on my desk is actually a time machine, then I would go on fun adventures through time, together with some blue robot.
After 17 years, I'm somewhat convinced that fantasy will remain just as that, fantasy. Why, you ask me ? Because I've been through 17 years of ordinary life, no physics defying phenomena has ever occurred around me, or least I have not noticed any around me. Life goes on as usual, time flies past as usual, and I continue my monotonous life as usual. And my wishful thinking remains as wishful thinking, first of all, it is only the media: books, movies and games that creates the thought that something like this has a chance of happening, and the odds of anything resembling a science fiction or fantasy story happening to me is so low its impossible, and even if it does occur, I wouldn't have the skill or ability or luck of the main characters in those stories to survive, those people survive because their authors make them do so, if only I had an author...
4 paragraphs of meaningless pointless yet comprehensible sentences, I'm starting to feel proud of myself, and I feel motivated. I shall write more ! Coming up next....I can't think of anything for now, give me a few minutes to gain some inspiration.
I shall now discuss about the empty, hopeless, depressed and lonely feeling people sometimes experience, like what I'm experiencing now. Some people call it feeling lonely, some call it feeling emo, and some call it feeling depressed, but seems to me that they are all one and the same. It strikes without warning, without reason, at least for me. And some people are very prone to it, some are more resistant towards it, whereas some are somewhat immune towards it.
Argh what the hell I just wasted all that time typing all that crap. To anyone who actually read what I typed, I'm impressed, reading all that must've been agonizing. Thank you and goodbye !
But then again, I don't really care, it doesn't matter anyway, life can still be enjoyed by below average people. Hmm, this post is getting more and more messed up, it kind of reveals the state my mind is in now. I'm just randomly typing stuff into here, whatever that comes into my mind, I type out.
Sigh, I used to believe that there's always the chance of supernatural things happening to me, even though deep down I know that no such thing will happen.For example, I thought there is always a chance that I would be drag into an intergalactic space battle, and play a crucial role in helping the good guys win, or there could be a chance that the drawer on my desk is actually a time machine, then I would go on fun adventures through time, together with some blue robot.
After 17 years, I'm somewhat convinced that fantasy will remain just as that, fantasy. Why, you ask me ? Because I've been through 17 years of ordinary life, no physics defying phenomena has ever occurred around me, or least I have not noticed any around me. Life goes on as usual, time flies past as usual, and I continue my monotonous life as usual. And my wishful thinking remains as wishful thinking, first of all, it is only the media: books, movies and games that creates the thought that something like this has a chance of happening, and the odds of anything resembling a science fiction or fantasy story happening to me is so low its impossible, and even if it does occur, I wouldn't have the skill or ability or luck of the main characters in those stories to survive, those people survive because their authors make them do so, if only I had an author...
4 paragraphs of meaningless pointless yet comprehensible sentences, I'm starting to feel proud of myself, and I feel motivated. I shall write more ! Coming up next....I can't think of anything for now, give me a few minutes to gain some inspiration.
I shall now discuss about the empty, hopeless, depressed and lonely feeling people sometimes experience, like what I'm experiencing now. Some people call it feeling lonely, some call it feeling emo, and some call it feeling depressed, but seems to me that they are all one and the same. It strikes without warning, without reason, at least for me. And some people are very prone to it, some are more resistant towards it, whereas some are somewhat immune towards it.
Argh what the hell I just wasted all that time typing all that crap. To anyone who actually read what I typed, I'm impressed, reading all that must've been agonizing. Thank you and goodbye !
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